wednesday night i flew out to minnesota to visit my friend nolan, whom i met this last summer in the dominican republic. i had an awesome awesome awesome awesome time. it was so great to see him again and meet his friends and stuff. it was also the weekend of the spring concert, so on saturday a bunch of bands (small bands) played all day on a field - it was awesome. it was all so much fun i couldn't even begin to tell you. lots of everything one would expect from college: sleeping, comedy shows, nalgenes of alcoholic beverages, and frisbee. having to leave sucked more than i could ever tell you
thuggin it
backin it up
YEAAAA!!!131#!31144215!
me and nolan
me and jerome (another californian!)
raunchaayyy
nolan's girlfriend, kate
meredith (who has an AWESOME laugh that sounds EXACTLY like a gazelle/zebra)
three jasons
10 a.m. saturday morning:
no idea who they are
starting early
the capitol of lebanon
thuggin it (ver 2)
the "spider in your hand" trick:
"WOAH"
la guatemalteca!
concert
ROONEY!@#%#^@#$^#$&$%&%#!@$!..........heh
who the hell is that?
ouch
the last couple of days i've been feeling really emotional. not like "omgzzzz, i'm so emo, blah blah blah", but rather that my thoughts have been manifesting themselves through my emotions and everything i do has elicited an unexpected emotional reaction from me. i think i'm feeling this because i feel like i shouldn't be here. i feel like something's wrong in my life and it's that thing that's making me upset. hell, i know my life isn't perfect, but something very glaring is wrong and i can't figure out what it is, let alone how to fix it. i just feel like i shouldn't be here anymore (here being orinda/miramonte). i keep getting insights into a world that i want to be in so badly, but then it's just taken away from me immeadiatly afterwards................i feel like this is the first year (school year) in a long time where i've felt like i know who i am, but in feeling in touch with who i am many things in my life have been going wrong
there's just so much confusion i have about my life, what path i'm headed on, what i'm supposed to do with my life. i watn to know, i want to get started on it, i want stop wasting my time