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Today was kinda boring. i hung out with Ann in santa monica, but the places we went, were really boring, except for the resturarant. Wow! i ate wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much bread. Actually, i just ate WAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY to much!! lol... then i came home and went online and then, i just got bored so i went to like excerise. Now i am like obsessed with excerising, but i won't have an eating disorder. i am not gonna be one of those girls who just keep excerising and like over work themselves. Right when i felt like way to tired and couldn't continue.. like i felt like if i did one more thing, i would die... i stopped. Most people, they just keep going. You know what i mean? i just don't want to anyone to worry. i think Ann was worried, but come on. Just because i tired to become anoxeric, doesn't mean i am going to do it. i couldn't do it last time. whats the difference between this time and last time? I wanna lose weight the healthy way.. not the one that kills you. I know.. i know. Last time, i was stupid and not thinking clearly. Just wanted Andrew back, but i think i have realized that no matter what.. its just not gonna happen, even though i want it to so bad, you just don't always get what you want.
P.S. Jackies cat came home!!!!! yay!!! i am so happy for you Jackie!!!!!!!
P.S. Jackies cat came home!!!!! yay!!! i am so happy for you Jackie!!!!!!!