Expiration date
My mouth hurts i've taken four ibuprofen yesterday when the recomended dose was 3 a day. I've gargled with salt, put a teabag in my mouth dabbed rum and use hot and cold packs to sooth the pain.
Nothing works, I'm cold and dehydrated
But that's not what i'm really focused on.....
When my sister and i played final fantasy 7 we counted the exact minute when Aerith died, Shock, awe nostalga and tears abound
3:12 was a new day four us, we thought about life diffrently.
Now theres a new date of infamy. When Yuu the one who held out hope that our lost lamb would returned gave up on her.
2:01
Adrianna's epiration date. That's when Rone realized she didn't want to be Adri's coinvient friend anymore. and i guess no i can give up the ghost too.
She was a good buddy at first, and our clique of three grudgingly grew into four. Wonder where the den four our usernames came from? Den as in a pack of foxes. Tsumiden,Yuuzaiden, Muuzaiden and one other Sukuiden. Proof that we were a pack. Times were good happy and noone had any problems or so I thought. At some point Adri revealed she didn't like Cat/Tsumi. I realized Adrianna didn't use den and did everything in her power not to get close to Cat....
I was livid, i felt like I'd been played for a fool. six years of so called frendship and i didn;t realize the truth. It hurt me so bad. Cat is part of my pack and if you don't respect her you don't respect me.
I cried over the relevation for a long time....
Then i gave up.
Adri drifted away and got a boyfriend.... and i had to watch my sister suffer over losing yet another friend.
2002-2009 that how long our frenship lasted. The last few years were difficut, but we did still consider her a friend.
A pack of three stretched to four and then snapped back to three proves to be hell on the dynamics of an exisiting frendship........
I hate to say it like that but now that the ghost of Adri has been excorsized i thing we can start the healing.
God... I feel aweful.
I swore i'd never leave her and her i am posting to a huge forum that she was bad for me....
Maybe she is but i did care for her.
Good bye Adrianna hope you find som friends who are more spinless then we were.... hope you're happy.