I came here expecting next to nothing, so thank you for being that kind of girl.
To anyone and everyone who I have hurt in the past, present, and future and to whom I'm hurting by writing this: I am truely, madly, and deeply sorry. I can't help it. I just naturally hurt people. That's about the only thing I can say that I excell at. And I couldn't be more ashamed.
There is absolutely no where to run. No where to hide. I can't run from my past, so I tried apologizing for what I've done and forgetting it, hoping you would understand and I even had the slightest bit of hope that you just would say "that's enough" and come home to me, but it didn't work. Nothing I can do will change it. I fucking HATE that. I walked all over you for 6 months or so and now it's my turn. It's only right. I know you think I forgot about you and at this point I almost wish that I did, but all the while when I was out with someone else I felt you tugging at my heart. Believe you me.
God, is this your way of punishing me?
I would do anything, ANYTHING for just a moment with you. I doubt you would get such an offer from anyone else.
As far as I know there isn't, but if anything I can do would change things between us, I beg of you to tell me. I can not move on with my life until this void is fulfilled and I want it to be permanently fixed. No more fake love. I see what you have to do, but it doesn't really register. I just believe that if you feel that way about someone, nothing should come between you but God and he wouldn't do that to us or anyone. I can be that person who helps you grow, I swear. Just give me another chance. I am on my knee's. I could be your everything.
"You're so worth the fight." "I could die for the words that you say.""To: My one and only PUNKA BUSTA" Do you remember any of these? You said them and I know that you meant it. I know this much is true. But so you know..I'm waiting here, alone tired and blistered, and only you can save me now.
What happens next, and When?
Respond...
There is absolutely no where to run. No where to hide. I can't run from my past, so I tried apologizing for what I've done and forgetting it, hoping you would understand and I even had the slightest bit of hope that you just would say "that's enough" and come home to me, but it didn't work. Nothing I can do will change it. I fucking HATE that. I walked all over you for 6 months or so and now it's my turn. It's only right. I know you think I forgot about you and at this point I almost wish that I did, but all the while when I was out with someone else I felt you tugging at my heart. Believe you me.
God, is this your way of punishing me?
I would do anything, ANYTHING for just a moment with you. I doubt you would get such an offer from anyone else.
As far as I know there isn't, but if anything I can do would change things between us, I beg of you to tell me. I can not move on with my life until this void is fulfilled and I want it to be permanently fixed. No more fake love. I see what you have to do, but it doesn't really register. I just believe that if you feel that way about someone, nothing should come between you but God and he wouldn't do that to us or anyone. I can be that person who helps you grow, I swear. Just give me another chance. I am on my knee's. I could be your everything.
"You're so worth the fight." "I could die for the words that you say.""To: My one and only PUNKA BUSTA" Do you remember any of these? You said them and I know that you meant it. I know this much is true. But so you know..I'm waiting here, alone tired and blistered, and only you can save me now.
What happens next, and When?
Respond...