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[muy_bueno]

it's not terrible. maybe i bought myself time. maybe i did nothing. we'll see, only time will tell. stop spinning the wheels, just go already.

easier to type/write how i feel than to vocalize. why? just farrrr clearer...can edit...

i am not lying. i am being honest and open. as much as i can be.

just wish he would tell me how he feels. but i don't expect too much.