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he's special. he's different. maybe...
it's as i've waited for this moment. worked up to this. stored my karma points.
i've waited for him to come along.
genuine, sweet, intelligent, involved, fun, tender, chivalrous, not always thinking about sex, BUT so very sexy/handsome. i love going to sleep next to him. i love waking up next to him. i look forward to seeing him. i don't think i could ever be mad at him. i don't want to be anything negative toward him. i can't. he lights me up!
it's winter. i'm never happy in the winter. i would never start a relationship in the winter. i was with cheffy when i realized that i wanted to be with HIM. that was on new year's. i've known since the year began that he was the one i wanted to be with. and i asked him out. and i asked him to be my boyfriend. and we waited to kiss. and we waited to have sex. and now i'm having issues and he's FINE...it's not all that matters. he just wants to be with me. even when i'm a grumpy, bloody bitch having terrible, unexplained abdominal cramps. says he has yet to see me in a bad mood.
we will get out of here together. travel. experience.
and "love" hasn't entered the picture verbally yet. i'm bursting at the seams to tell him!!! i want him to say it first though...now? could that happen now??! pleasE?#)*$#)$@*)@#$
it's as i've waited for this moment. worked up to this. stored my karma points.
i've waited for him to come along.
genuine, sweet, intelligent, involved, fun, tender, chivalrous, not always thinking about sex, BUT so very sexy/handsome. i love going to sleep next to him. i love waking up next to him. i look forward to seeing him. i don't think i could ever be mad at him. i don't want to be anything negative toward him. i can't. he lights me up!
it's winter. i'm never happy in the winter. i would never start a relationship in the winter. i was with cheffy when i realized that i wanted to be with HIM. that was on new year's. i've known since the year began that he was the one i wanted to be with. and i asked him out. and i asked him to be my boyfriend. and we waited to kiss. and we waited to have sex. and now i'm having issues and he's FINE...it's not all that matters. he just wants to be with me. even when i'm a grumpy, bloody bitch having terrible, unexplained abdominal cramps. says he has yet to see me in a bad mood.
we will get out of here together. travel. experience.
and "love" hasn't entered the picture verbally yet. i'm bursting at the seams to tell him!!! i want him to say it first though...now? could that happen now??! pleasE?#)*$#)$@*)@#$