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WARNING: ANGST POST, IGNORE PLOX
I just realized something. Like, what will determine whether or not a person is a failure. Is it Nature, or Nuture? Should we view this from the biological approach or the learning? Well, in any perspective they're both blaming our parents. We either inherit looser genes (born losers, or some pysical mutation makes them losers) or we've been brought up that way. Now i'm fortunate that none of my parents are losers (at least i see no symptom), but i, myself, am one. I mean, if your practicly reduced to holding doors for guys and being treated as a janitor (or worse, some people say thank you to janitors), am i not branded as a loser?
Maybe there's this third factor involved.
I bet Mr. Hobbs would keel over and die if he realized i was using psychology like this.
My internship...how can i say this....I need a portfolio. Mr Reyes didn't teach us how to make one. OTL. And nothing i create is great. Oh, sure. After creating something i'll go "ohhh!! not bad". The next day, i'll declare it as a threat to the world and burn it before it could inflict any more damage or something. I often feel ashamed.
I've also realized that there are two types of people. The smart, and the stuipid. The smart people are people who have steady jobs. The stuipid people are the ones that purse adventures, fantasy, blah blah blah. Yes, i'm condeming all your favorite fantasy characters as stuipid. (excluding squall, of course, but i can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality anyways) I think i fall into the latter.
END OF ANGST POST
How are your vacations? Meany? how's your exam? And snaily, i hope you don't feel angsty anymore.
I just realized something. Like, what will determine whether or not a person is a failure. Is it Nature, or Nuture? Should we view this from the biological approach or the learning? Well, in any perspective they're both blaming our parents. We either inherit looser genes (born losers, or some pysical mutation makes them losers) or we've been brought up that way. Now i'm fortunate that none of my parents are losers (at least i see no symptom), but i, myself, am one. I mean, if your practicly reduced to holding doors for guys and being treated as a janitor (or worse, some people say thank you to janitors), am i not branded as a loser?
Maybe there's this third factor involved.
I bet Mr. Hobbs would keel over and die if he realized i was using psychology like this.
My internship...how can i say this....I need a portfolio. Mr Reyes didn't teach us how to make one. OTL. And nothing i create is great. Oh, sure. After creating something i'll go "ohhh!! not bad". The next day, i'll declare it as a threat to the world and burn it before it could inflict any more damage or something. I often feel ashamed.
I've also realized that there are two types of people. The smart, and the stuipid. The smart people are people who have steady jobs. The stuipid people are the ones that purse adventures, fantasy, blah blah blah. Yes, i'm condeming all your favorite fantasy characters as stuipid. (excluding squall, of course, but i can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality anyways) I think i fall into the latter.
END OF ANGST POST
How are your vacations? Meany? how's your exam? And snaily, i hope you don't feel angsty anymore.