all is better..
now that I've had time to properly awake, and with coffee ofcourse - I feel more grounded than I did at dawn.
I meant to do this last night after checking my mail last eve. But you know me now_and_days... always 24 hrs. behind.
I don't know how to describe what she means to me. That though in a sad desperate lj entry I asked "someone kiss a piece of paper for me and send upon wings of sparrows..." well ofcourse I didn't expect anyone too. &how she amazes me. and makes my heart burst, like the tiny red rubies found inside those blood oranges she loves so much. What can I say, except you've given new meaning to my starry skies, my breathes at midnight, and blinks in the rain. how blessed I feel to be in such company. I'm branding you somewhere deep&special inside me. with no regrets {ofcourse} but maybe you were always there to begin with...
qoute mar. 18, 2003 -
I'm alot happier today. And have actually smiled. I don't know if it's because I broke down and took a valium {like a good little mother} or it's because I smell something in the air today...
she was coming, in form of brown parchament.
leaving me bewildered in a million different ways.
merci ma chere
*loves you forever*
I meant to do this last night after checking my mail last eve. But you know me now_and_days... always 24 hrs. behind.
I don't know how to describe what she means to me. That though in a sad desperate lj entry I asked "someone kiss a piece of paper for me and send upon wings of sparrows..." well ofcourse I didn't expect anyone too. &how she amazes me. and makes my heart burst, like the tiny red rubies found inside those blood oranges she loves so much. What can I say, except you've given new meaning to my starry skies, my breathes at midnight, and blinks in the rain. how blessed I feel to be in such company. I'm branding you somewhere deep&special inside me. with no regrets {ofcourse} but maybe you were always there to begin with...
qoute mar. 18, 2003 -
I'm alot happier today. And have actually smiled. I don't know if it's because I broke down and took a valium {like a good little mother} or it's because I smell something in the air today...
she was coming, in form of brown parchament.
leaving me bewildered in a million different ways.
merci ma chere
*loves you forever*