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*grabs the name tag that sais hermit* lol
hey. i don't think im gonna get any better at this posting thing. i check myspace more often than this which isnt saying much either lol. working as a manager can be....annoying. thre are things i'd like to do but cant and have to sacrifice doing them to sit there all bored at work with nothing to do lol. Its nice i live right here on campus but its funny that now that i have all the basics of independancy, there is suddenly no longer shit to do.
I have things i can do solo yeah but *ponders* such is life i guess. But it doesn't matter cause im freakin busy with work anyway lol. *sighs* the joy of becoming an adult.
my new goal/s are to pay off the rest of this car asap, (oh yeah getting PS3 and Wii are a given of coarse lol), then find a job that is more enjoyable(and not in the full of crack head customers) but will also afford me my independancy as well as making enough to save up, but most of all make it through this year. i started planning 'foolish' things that arent guranteed with my current situation so i have put those 'on hold' until i can more realistically plan them lol. i.e. moving out of the country unless i can find a job somehow. Maybe out of the state....not sure where though. where ever i move it will be starting over but i think my life/living will turn out to be like Angel(ous) in the whole solitary since.
I don't really want to make any 'new friends' anymore. I like the ones i have and most of them arent around anymore. I aint upset just a little sad and missing them time and again. But this is also part of getting older. hahaha don't worry i aint gonna pull another Marine Corp. I keep having dreams that are neevr here in US(that i know of) and alot that are usually not on this planet(that i know of within this time/era at least) *shrugs*.
I guess im done with that. Hope that post dosnt sound depressing, didnt mean it to be if it did. Im quite happy with how things are goin in that they ARE going. The good feeling i get is consistant. it fluctuates but never goes away or becomes fleeting(?). I think not being around my parents so much has brought out a few things that were tucked away. Plus I don't seem to care so much about being with a guy as much as i care about moving on with my life. Didn't think they had that kind of affect on me although maybe its an empath thing lol. Laters mates and sheilas.
hey. i don't think im gonna get any better at this posting thing. i check myspace more often than this which isnt saying much either lol. working as a manager can be....annoying. thre are things i'd like to do but cant and have to sacrifice doing them to sit there all bored at work with nothing to do lol. Its nice i live right here on campus but its funny that now that i have all the basics of independancy, there is suddenly no longer shit to do.
I have things i can do solo yeah but *ponders* such is life i guess. But it doesn't matter cause im freakin busy with work anyway lol. *sighs* the joy of becoming an adult.
my new goal/s are to pay off the rest of this car asap, (oh yeah getting PS3 and Wii are a given of coarse lol), then find a job that is more enjoyable(and not in the full of crack head customers) but will also afford me my independancy as well as making enough to save up, but most of all make it through this year. i started planning 'foolish' things that arent guranteed with my current situation so i have put those 'on hold' until i can more realistically plan them lol. i.e. moving out of the country unless i can find a job somehow. Maybe out of the state....not sure where though. where ever i move it will be starting over but i think my life/living will turn out to be like Angel(ous) in the whole solitary since.
I don't really want to make any 'new friends' anymore. I like the ones i have and most of them arent around anymore. I aint upset just a little sad and missing them time and again. But this is also part of getting older. hahaha don't worry i aint gonna pull another Marine Corp. I keep having dreams that are neevr here in US(that i know of) and alot that are usually not on this planet(that i know of within this time/era at least) *shrugs*.
I guess im done with that. Hope that post dosnt sound depressing, didnt mean it to be if it did. Im quite happy with how things are goin in that they ARE going. The good feeling i get is consistant. it fluctuates but never goes away or becomes fleeting(?). I think not being around my parents so much has brought out a few things that were tucked away. Plus I don't seem to care so much about being with a guy as much as i care about moving on with my life. Didn't think they had that kind of affect on me although maybe its an empath thing lol. Laters mates and sheilas.