i shouldnt have done that...
you know when you sit there and think about the old time passed, or people you miss the fuck out of and think, 'god all i want to do is just see that person so bad. if even just for a few seconds.'
i just figured out that its really not that great. i came across something that showed me an old friend, and it was him to the 't'. listening to music bopping his head off beat not focusing on any particular thing at all-just being the music--silence in anticipation of what song is coming on next, then that weird awkward smile thats off to the side but not crooked looking at all starting to show because the new song is just what he wanted to hear somehow...
there was more to watch, but i couldnt bare to.
now i cant even write anything i so overcome with emotion.
im making myself sick.
"play the song about streetlights."
i just figured out that its really not that great. i came across something that showed me an old friend, and it was him to the 't'. listening to music bopping his head off beat not focusing on any particular thing at all-just being the music--silence in anticipation of what song is coming on next, then that weird awkward smile thats off to the side but not crooked looking at all starting to show because the new song is just what he wanted to hear somehow...
there was more to watch, but i couldnt bare to.
now i cant even write anything i so overcome with emotion.
im making myself sick.
"play the song about streetlights."