Clench the fists of the beast inside of me
It's been awhile since i have really asked myself how i really am...and how i really feel...just been selfishly pretending to be okay and happy when in reality it's just a lie.
I wonder where the memories hide when we block them out and hide them from the hateful worlds eyes to see...the shame of being seen by the petty humans we try to please so badly to have a moments chance to feel like...somebody.
Why i can't recognize the face that stares back at me with no makeup, without the dark lips, without the black aura around my eyes...it's me but at the same time it's not.
The scars are fading,the rain brings life into the lifeless,the day is new, but at the same time it relives the very same day years and years ago- maybe even lifetimes ago...
Lonely on the shoreline, hes all i can think off...cry black tears into the pure water polluting it with sorrow,letting it float to the waters that embrace him...and hope tomorrow is a btter day.
I wonder where the memories hide when we block them out and hide them from the hateful worlds eyes to see...the shame of being seen by the petty humans we try to please so badly to have a moments chance to feel like...somebody.
Why i can't recognize the face that stares back at me with no makeup, without the dark lips, without the black aura around my eyes...it's me but at the same time it's not.
The scars are fading,the rain brings life into the lifeless,the day is new, but at the same time it relives the very same day years and years ago- maybe even lifetimes ago...
Lonely on the shoreline, hes all i can think off...cry black tears into the pure water polluting it with sorrow,letting it float to the waters that embrace him...and hope tomorrow is a btter day.