Epiphany

Dec 14, 2004 20:30

Well right now i can't keep back much anymore, call it brake down if you must. The blood is seeping, but the thoughts just begun to unravel, won't you care to blindfold yourself? Let my shame not infect you.
Take a bow, show a crooked smile, make the people laugh and cry away shame and pain in the dark. Claw the pure bit of skin thats left in such a filthy being as yourself but remember to wear long sleeves.
Transparent as the tears is my reflection, the people want you to stop. Have they no sense of what it's like? To have nights with no sleep in torment of the day of tomorrow, weeping over the cuts and bruises, wondering what you can tell people to explain the hand marks on your arms... the bloody lip and gashes they can't see? Who cares. heh. Keep quiet like he told you and no one will ever know. Remember to wear long sleeves and clean the dry blood.
Scream after Scream, shut up and stop fucking crying. Pinch your skin until it bleeds and hope this is a nightmare. Hold back tears and hold an ocean behind leting it soak your soul until you choke. Another day, another bloody mess holding a tainted tissue in one hand and mopping the mess i left behind, no one wants to see, it's disgusting.clean the dry blood on the tile, but it's fresh within the cracks.
So won't you tell me to stop it?
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