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[mutescars]

It's late,
yet the storm won't die out.
The sadness in my heart won't seem to mend,
and all i can do is hate myself
for you to blame.
Another day is born,
yet i feel like I'm stuck int he womb,
can't take this anymore,
living with such held back hate,
all i wish to do
is rip you in two
to let you know I'm a tool.
and yet i cant help but look you in the eye,
and yet i cant seem to get my head right-
i'm fucked up
and i can't seem to stand on my own again-
too long since i came to myself
and i said 'i wish i could hate you'