confusion
Jayde. I cried like a child, I was so happy to see him. I was also terrified of talking to him, because I know what he does to me. I wanted to swear off of him forever. I wanted to hear his voice every time I thought of him.
I can't believe I heard those words from him. I can't believe it.
This new hope I have is fragile. I'm so afraid.
Things are getting serious with Richard very quickly. He's such a good guy and I have so much fun with him. I can't imagine being without him.
I want to freeze time. This will all stay the way it is. I don't know what to do and it's so confusing. I don't want to hurt anyone and I feel that if I make any moves, it will all come crashing down around me. I have to wait this out.
The impatience has already set in.
I can't believe I heard those words from him. I can't believe it.
This new hope I have is fragile. I'm so afraid.
Things are getting serious with Richard very quickly. He's such a good guy and I have so much fun with him. I can't imagine being without him.
I want to freeze time. This will all stay the way it is. I don't know what to do and it's so confusing. I don't want to hurt anyone and I feel that if I make any moves, it will all come crashing down around me. I have to wait this out.
The impatience has already set in.