Mar 29, 2004 15:51
So things are starting to look up for me, well for the most part. It's just been really umm... depressing/upsetting time for me. To start Josh is a piece. I don't know what do with him. It's kind hard to just cut him off, cause wouldn't you know I care about the douche.( A little upset if you can't tell.) Then my cat had kitties, which should of been a good thing, but they didn't live. Poor kitty, all she did for days was walk around the house looking for them. My sister and best friend was pissed at me for awhile. And lastly my aunt died. Her funeral was Saturday. But I guess I'm doing ok now.
Josh is still a piece, now I know though. The cat is back to being herself. My sis and I made up. Closer than ever. And though the loss of my aunt really sucks, the family as a whole is closer. I think it was a wake call for my father, who has serious heart problems, to take care of himself and not exclude himself from family occasions.
All I can ask for now is a boyfriend. Cute, nice, understanding, at least somewhat like my music, maybe some tattoos. Not too much to ask for. Ah well, even if it doesn't happen I'm still pretty good. Well that's it.
Oh yeah might be changing my hair soon. Definently new color, (red and black not really summerery) maybe new cute.
Erica <3