A Big Day that had its ups and downs...
Finals today were a real bitch... I did my Gov. Final in 35 mins. it was only 100 questions long... however my Senior LA Final was a monstrous 150 question bitch of a Final Exam... T_T I just christmas treed the parts I had no clue about and I answered the ones I knew and then turned it in and felt really drained afterwards and my blood sugar was even low from it so I ate the Snickers Bar Allyson had given me today for my Christmas Present to get it up and I had a "creamy" lolipop (sp) my teacher gave me... lmfao... it was a Flan De Vanilla flavored one... imagine that... interesting... anyway yeah I felt like total shit after the Sr. LA Final... so then I went home and ate lunch and gathered everyone up to hang out at Elliot's house... I had called Jeff's house to see if he wanted to go and his older brother answered the phone and told me, "Jeff? Jeffs at school..." This is after we had been out of school for an hour and a half by the way... lmfao... so I was just like, "HAHA!!! Thanks! Bye!" and then Ben had to get a baby sitter to watch his sister so I had left without him and I asked my mom to give him a ride once he called after he found a sitter and she said, "alright" but she never did because she is self centered most of the time... not all of the time... just... most of the time... that was very nice of her to give me a ride... eventhough if I only had insurance I could give myself a ride and be free for once in my life...
Now before anyone gets a wrong idea about what I say next... I'd just like to say that my leg hurts, I've had a rough day with the finals and my most dreaded one (Adv. Algebra and Trig.) is first thing tomorrow morning and I'm worried I'm gonna fail it, and I'd also like to say that Elliot is a very very good friend... as are all of my friends... ok... now I continue...
So we get to Elliot's house and its just Elliot, Roxie, and me for a few hours and we just hung out and talked a long time until Ben got there, My mom was supposed to give him a ride but she decided to go somewhere and forgot all about it until she got home and heard the 4 messages he left on the machine... lol... so Michelle gave him a ride over to Elliot's house, then once Ben got there we threw knives and Shurikens in a Tree in Elliot's front yard for a good 30 minutes after Elliot and Ben had found the ones they kept losing... lol Roxie refused to participate in on it and was talking to Kat on her cell phone about how crazy Elliot, Ben, and I are... lmfao...
Then we go inside and I see the 2-Liter that Ben brought over and start shaking it up and I shake it for about 15 minutes before we go out and Elliot pitched it to me and I blew it up on the first swing... it was pretty cool... I didn't get drenched so much as I usually do... which I was thankful for... lol
Then... we played Halo... I owned the first two games... then Ben won the third... and then Elliot, Ben, and I tied on the rest of them and Roxie didn't want to play anymore after she couldn't get any kills... and then we watched Cowboy Bebop: The Movie which I brought over... and Elliot ate 10 Freaking Things of Smarties but before chewing he put all of them in his mouth just to see if he could fit that many in there and he could... lol it was so funny and then he began eating them all and then about 5 minutes later he hits me with Ben's Bokkens all randomly and shit and I'm just like, "Bitch!" and then he jumps up and is all sugar high and stuff... lmfao it was so funny... so I put my gloves on and my hat and we sword fought (My Bokken has been broken quite a while... I need to get a new one... lol) and I owned him even with his sugar high... because it soon wore off after we started fist fighting but my fucking right leg, which has been hurting for a couple days now, just went out on me so bad tonight... so I had to protect my right leg from his low kicks and then he wanted a break so he fought with his little brother some and then decided we should go in after his brother had managed one hit on him which jammed his finger... lol but Elliot was fine of course because he is as tough as nails... and then we had hot pockets for dinner while reading web comics and watching flash videos on Elliot's big ass wide screen computer... Then Roxie had to go and we went back to playing more Halo... and then thats when Elliot and I clashed... DUN DUN DUN!!!
He and I both have very strong wills and we both get pissed off very easily... it was only a stupid game but it was enough to put us both in a hell of a mood... Here is how it went... He told me not to kill him... and I was like, "WTF?! Fine..." so I start to run away and he fucking kills me... so then I get pissed off and go to get my revenge and then he tells me not to kill him again because he is doing warthog wars (Pointless and very boring and stupid in my opinion) and I killed him without hesitation and said, "The last time you told me not to kill you you killed me! So I kill you now!" Then he gets pissed off at me and leaves the game... which in return pisses me off as you can imagine... and then so its basically just me and Ben battling it out then with Elliot's little brother running around as an easy kill... and then Elliot felt the need to, about 5 minutes after he quit the game and we had quit talking, to randomly say, "This reminds me of the airsoft gun war where Greg and I clearly yelled time out and then ya'll ambushed us..." After that I was enraged but tried my best not to show it or slip into my Berserk mode... this is not the first time Elliot and I have discussed that day... I said in return, "Ya'll did not clearly say time out because no one else heard you..." Then I just ignored the rest of what he said to avoid going insane over at his house... but anyway... now I'll just have to explain the airsoft gun war, we had the day of the last "Old" Ninja Club meeting...
Anyway, we were having the airsoft gun war sometime in June... and It was Gerg, Elliot, Westley, and Tony vs. Brandon, Ben (I think he was there and on our team anyway... it may have of been just me and Brandon I really can't remember... Thats not really the point anway...) and myself... and we had been at it only about 30 minutes and apparently Greg was not feeling well and was lying on the ground (Brandon and I thought he was just sleeping or something...) and Elliot was walking around and we started shooting at him and he gets all pissed off and says, "Fine! Shoot Me! I really don't give a fuck!" and so we did and he just stands there as if nothing is happening as he was being shot and has huge welts all over him from the 6mm plastic BBs... and then he says, "We yelled time out and ya'll still shoot at us!" and Brandon and I are like, "When the hell did you do that?!" and then we stop the airsoft gun war then... and Elliot is pissed off and says he is going home because he feels bad from not eating lunch before he came (Which was not really why he was going home...)... The real reason, Elliot later told me that day, was that Elliot said we had broken are own rules by not stopping the airsoft gun war if one team calls a time out... but I would have had my team stop if we had known... but we didn't hear anything and thats why we kept going... so I apologized about that and felt terrible about it because I hate it when my friends are upset with me... nothing can break a person apart more than their friends being pissed off at them... This was why I became so angry when Elliot brought that up today because I really felt bad on that day of the air soft gun war and that brought it all back to me plus the added bonus of him back stabbing me in Halo and when I decide to get even he gets pissed off and blames everything on me...
I wish we could just play the game, Halo, how it was intended to be played rather than do all this pointless bull shit like Ben and him doing the stupid warthog wars thing while I just sit around for a few hours and am completly left out... but if we had played the normal way it would have been fun for all of us and no one would have been left out... so I was ready to go home... so when Ben left I left shortly after... They're all still good friends though... I just have a hard time with my anger troubles... nothing seems to work to get rid of the anger for me... no weapon is strong enough and I don't have a very good punching bag sadly... T_T
So now I am in a terrible mood right now... so I'm not gonna get on AIM or anything because I don't want anyone else to be effected by my being pissed off and sad at the same time and my right leg hurting really bad for no apparent reason...
I'd say today overall was a very good day... but sadly life sucks and one bad thing can ruin a good day... T_T but we live on! "Life is a bitch get used to it!" I always say...
I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us all and that we can have an awesome party again tomorrow... but I'm so sick of Halo now... I don't wanna play it again for a really long time now after tonight...
Now before anyone gets a wrong idea about what I say next... I'd just like to say that my leg hurts, I've had a rough day with the finals and my most dreaded one (Adv. Algebra and Trig.) is first thing tomorrow morning and I'm worried I'm gonna fail it, and I'd also like to say that Elliot is a very very good friend... as are all of my friends... ok... now I continue...
So we get to Elliot's house and its just Elliot, Roxie, and me for a few hours and we just hung out and talked a long time until Ben got there, My mom was supposed to give him a ride but she decided to go somewhere and forgot all about it until she got home and heard the 4 messages he left on the machine... lol... so Michelle gave him a ride over to Elliot's house, then once Ben got there we threw knives and Shurikens in a Tree in Elliot's front yard for a good 30 minutes after Elliot and Ben had found the ones they kept losing... lol Roxie refused to participate in on it and was talking to Kat on her cell phone about how crazy Elliot, Ben, and I are... lmfao...
Then we go inside and I see the 2-Liter that Ben brought over and start shaking it up and I shake it for about 15 minutes before we go out and Elliot pitched it to me and I blew it up on the first swing... it was pretty cool... I didn't get drenched so much as I usually do... which I was thankful for... lol
Then... we played Halo... I owned the first two games... then Ben won the third... and then Elliot, Ben, and I tied on the rest of them and Roxie didn't want to play anymore after she couldn't get any kills... and then we watched Cowboy Bebop: The Movie which I brought over... and Elliot ate 10 Freaking Things of Smarties but before chewing he put all of them in his mouth just to see if he could fit that many in there and he could... lol it was so funny and then he began eating them all and then about 5 minutes later he hits me with Ben's Bokkens all randomly and shit and I'm just like, "Bitch!" and then he jumps up and is all sugar high and stuff... lmfao it was so funny... so I put my gloves on and my hat and we sword fought (My Bokken has been broken quite a while... I need to get a new one... lol) and I owned him even with his sugar high... because it soon wore off after we started fist fighting but my fucking right leg, which has been hurting for a couple days now, just went out on me so bad tonight... so I had to protect my right leg from his low kicks and then he wanted a break so he fought with his little brother some and then decided we should go in after his brother had managed one hit on him which jammed his finger... lol but Elliot was fine of course because he is as tough as nails... and then we had hot pockets for dinner while reading web comics and watching flash videos on Elliot's big ass wide screen computer... Then Roxie had to go and we went back to playing more Halo... and then thats when Elliot and I clashed... DUN DUN DUN!!!
He and I both have very strong wills and we both get pissed off very easily... it was only a stupid game but it was enough to put us both in a hell of a mood... Here is how it went... He told me not to kill him... and I was like, "WTF?! Fine..." so I start to run away and he fucking kills me... so then I get pissed off and go to get my revenge and then he tells me not to kill him again because he is doing warthog wars (Pointless and very boring and stupid in my opinion) and I killed him without hesitation and said, "The last time you told me not to kill you you killed me! So I kill you now!" Then he gets pissed off at me and leaves the game... which in return pisses me off as you can imagine... and then so its basically just me and Ben battling it out then with Elliot's little brother running around as an easy kill... and then Elliot felt the need to, about 5 minutes after he quit the game and we had quit talking, to randomly say, "This reminds me of the airsoft gun war where Greg and I clearly yelled time out and then ya'll ambushed us..." After that I was enraged but tried my best not to show it or slip into my Berserk mode... this is not the first time Elliot and I have discussed that day... I said in return, "Ya'll did not clearly say time out because no one else heard you..." Then I just ignored the rest of what he said to avoid going insane over at his house... but anyway... now I'll just have to explain the airsoft gun war, we had the day of the last "Old" Ninja Club meeting...
Anyway, we were having the airsoft gun war sometime in June... and It was Gerg, Elliot, Westley, and Tony vs. Brandon, Ben (I think he was there and on our team anyway... it may have of been just me and Brandon I really can't remember... Thats not really the point anway...) and myself... and we had been at it only about 30 minutes and apparently Greg was not feeling well and was lying on the ground (Brandon and I thought he was just sleeping or something...) and Elliot was walking around and we started shooting at him and he gets all pissed off and says, "Fine! Shoot Me! I really don't give a fuck!" and so we did and he just stands there as if nothing is happening as he was being shot and has huge welts all over him from the 6mm plastic BBs... and then he says, "We yelled time out and ya'll still shoot at us!" and Brandon and I are like, "When the hell did you do that?!" and then we stop the airsoft gun war then... and Elliot is pissed off and says he is going home because he feels bad from not eating lunch before he came (Which was not really why he was going home...)... The real reason, Elliot later told me that day, was that Elliot said we had broken are own rules by not stopping the airsoft gun war if one team calls a time out... but I would have had my team stop if we had known... but we didn't hear anything and thats why we kept going... so I apologized about that and felt terrible about it because I hate it when my friends are upset with me... nothing can break a person apart more than their friends being pissed off at them... This was why I became so angry when Elliot brought that up today because I really felt bad on that day of the air soft gun war and that brought it all back to me plus the added bonus of him back stabbing me in Halo and when I decide to get even he gets pissed off and blames everything on me...
I wish we could just play the game, Halo, how it was intended to be played rather than do all this pointless bull shit like Ben and him doing the stupid warthog wars thing while I just sit around for a few hours and am completly left out... but if we had played the normal way it would have been fun for all of us and no one would have been left out... so I was ready to go home... so when Ben left I left shortly after... They're all still good friends though... I just have a hard time with my anger troubles... nothing seems to work to get rid of the anger for me... no weapon is strong enough and I don't have a very good punching bag sadly... T_T
So now I am in a terrible mood right now... so I'm not gonna get on AIM or anything because I don't want anyone else to be effected by my being pissed off and sad at the same time and my right leg hurting really bad for no apparent reason...
I'd say today overall was a very good day... but sadly life sucks and one bad thing can ruin a good day... T_T but we live on! "Life is a bitch get used to it!" I always say...
I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us all and that we can have an awesome party again tomorrow... but I'm so sick of Halo now... I don't wanna play it again for a really long time now after tonight...