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Well it is friday night and I am at home doing nothing... thats why I decided to come in here and write. I tried to get ahold of someone... anyone... to go out with tonight. But everyone is working or doing something else with that special person. So I am left here to entertain myself. But whatever. I don't care. Today was my crush's birthday. So I gave her the present that I had got her for christmas. I would have given it to her on christmas but I was scared. So I wasn't going to give it to her... but today I was like... I don't care... I'll give it to her. And I messed up... I guess I had written her a letter at christmas time and had put it in the bag... but I had not given it to her. So she got that letter too. I am not for sure what I had written in that letter... but I think it was how I felt toward her... so I think I accidently let her know today. It kind of scares me... so instead of going and talking to her before I left school... I just headed out. B/c I didn't want her to be like... "yeah... i read that letter... and um.." well you know what I am talking about. Well anyways... I am going to go and try to find something to go do. So have a nice night... peace out. Terry