Aug 14, 2005 13:27
What was I thinking that I could just 'run away' again. Even if I am legal in doing so.
What was I thinking?
Why do I always end up coming back home... Why?
I fucking hate it so. Makes me want to fucking kill myself! Why can't I just shake them loose. Why can't I just leave and be let leaved.
Ugh, having issues with talking about my emtotions again. Can't even get what I want to say out of this. Makes me so fucking frustrated with myself. Why am I so stupid in not even being able to tell myself these things. Not like people really read this...
Well... I'm back.
After so many days of whatever. Sorry I'm late.