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[muted_faith_x]

Today I found the courage to say what I've needed to say
Saw you yesterday got scared and ran away
But what was there to be afraid of?
You've broken my heart and sucked out all my love
You are everything I've been warned about
There is just one last thing I have to say before I get out
My heart screams and I must listen
The sword of my words glitters gleams and glistens
To hear your moan when it pierces your heart
For a moment it makes me feel smart
But nothing about this has been smart at all
Breaking my heart just a little more I will be strong I will stand tall

The tick of the clock says you'll be here soon
It is three past the hour on this ugly afternoon
The taste in my mouth has gone sour with anticipation
You've turned My heart jaded I hate it, I hate you
Kindergarten psychology says that means I love you
It could be true but you care not for how I feel
I could shout it to the world I love you I love you I love you
I love everything about you but I hate it all too
Get out of my head I'm so tired of getting out of bed with you on my mind
I'm tired of caring for you and wanting to cry
Isn't there I jacket I can wear to cover up the pain and pretend I don't care
No more depressed nights no more tears falling splat splat on my face
Push you and all our memories out of my head I am done with you
You're out of my life goodnight forever
goodbye