I think I don' t have to be so down, down, down, down, down

[mute_chrome]

I don't think I've been really happy for an extended period of time for almost six months.

(The last time I remember being happy for more than a day or two is camp. And there have clearly been little peaks of greatness - being home and a day or two in Italy.)

Maybe something's wrong here & I don't know how to fix it.