Apr 29, 2004 21:40
Liza says she thinks that I help others and strive for achievement because God and philosophy didn't work to give me a purpose in life.
She could be right. How am I supposed to tell? I think that I strive to be happy. I do so much work because I think that somehow it'll pay off. All this GSA work could give me some bragging points to get a date. I guess I'm really quite pitiful.
I do try to give my own purpose to life because I can't figure out any universal ones. My purposes are always as transient as the flavor of the month at Baskin Robbins (if they still exist).
Life has no purpose. It exists for its own existence it seems. I'd like to be happy. That's more of a goal. I can't find a purpose though.