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Wow!!! well for those who no me this is my new site,i created this as well my last live journal was full of the past,all the bad shit and bad ideas and emostions i had. I aint saying ive forgotern about the things as well they are my past and its apart of me,infact it changed me for good or bad i dont know,only people around me can tell!!!!!
So as its a new tearm,i have new goals and dreams and i wanted to start new. so if you wounder who it was well,its me Dee :P
Wow I dont no were to start today,im happy and full of life,apart from beeing pooped, Im at sunderland uin doing too degrees crimeology and fine art. Im still working as my martial arts teacher,its werid i feel ive changed so much,well a lot,for a start i dont get drunk anymore,i hardly drink apart from my can of fosters im having know :)
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I decide to drop my second case at court (from the rape this year) as well it was hard enough doing it all alone then i carnt do it agian plus i want to move on in my life,i relized if i stop living he won even more so,than the damge he did to me,which will remain deep inside my dark wombs i hide. Call me a failuer or chicken well i couldnt do it anymore,with out giving up on myself and life,and to be honest i love life and i want ot live it.
So i guess why this is ahole new me :)
I aint saying passted things will never hornt me as they will and do,like i said i will recive my revenge and ill wait,but while i do ill contuine my life and make a sucess.
Im happy at the moment and ive fixed passed things the best i can,i will like to take this oppatuinty to apoligizes to anyone and i no who they are just aint putting ther names on ere,but i want to say sorry for been so fucked u,im sorry. I love you all :P
well talking about beeing happy,apart from i feel like im working towards my goals,i went on a date with a girl who i met on line and who lives in sunderland,shes called jen,wow she is amazing,and we get on so well,we both have falling for each other :) heres to hopefully happy times to come
well have to go but i love you all and thanks for everything scobbie gang thats roy,tom,scotty,lisa,haitt,gemz,trio and my bro kris i love you too xxxx
rest in peace all those ive lost and love mwahhhhh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx