....woo-yip...
The more and more I think about it the less and less I want to leave for college. Cincinnati is a great school, and I'm sure I'll do fine there, but I really don't want to leave people or people to leave or anything. I feel like it's the place I should go, and I know things will end up working out for the best, but it doesn't necessarily feel like that right now. I plan to get as much as I can out of the time I have left, but every day I think at least once about the fact that time is running out. It really sucks...but oh well, I suppose it can't be helped. It's just going to be very lonely for me when I finally leave. It's kind of ironic in a way, a year ago I wouldn't have cared about leaving. Now that I have friends that I actually hang out with though, I'm going to be going far enough away to ensure I won't see much of them for about 5 years. Perfect...