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Im under a lot of stress. Im really nervous about a lot of things. Ive done well for myself in this life but pharoah wants to take it all away. Human and Esper have coexisted in my fleshy shell. I am sorry for a lot of the pain I cause and in many times Im proud of the joy I guess that the problem with me is I dont always know which will jump out of this jack in the box. My work is the leading cause of my stress. I cant seem to find any other path though. It seems so senseless that this is what I have done with my life and myself. I feel like a failure. I am unhappy and a lot of ways I feel that I am better than this ....but if I am what am I really good for. How can I say I am better than this and have no real clue what I am good for. I make people laugh...wow...so did chester copperpot and now look at him.. The secret treasure there is one in this world. No one believes me when I say I will find it...why dont they believe it is is because I blab nonsense all day long that when I am truly serious about something no one believes me. Part of the defense Mechinism and part of the me. I love you all I love people so much sometimes that I hate them.
Goodnight Boots!
Goodnight Boots!