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wow.. today was a long day. I just got "home". I went to class today and yeah, it was long.. kinda boring.. just kidding, but not really. I have so much homework. This speech is killing me too. I need help.. and the people that took OC this summer, I never talk to.. nor do I WANT to talk to at least one of them.. ughh.
I went to the dentist after I got outta OC and got my porcelain *sp??* crown seated.. and the one that came loose fixed.. my mouth hurts more for some reason. and something in my mouth is sensitive. Ugh, I hate this! And I have this gross taste in my mouth from the glue.
After I got done at the dentist, I came home and got my books and then went to the math lab, where I saw Lance. Lol, imagine that. I took my quiz for lesson 34 om algebra.. made a 30 on it the first time, went back and took it again cuz I realized where I messed up and made a 70. My math grade is going to be what I score so badly in this semester. I'm going to just barely get by. My GPA is gunna suffer so bad.
I came back here and on my way here, I saw Mrs. Cindy, which made me think of Jimmy, which made me think of Rivertrace, which made me think of Caleb.. Little did I know, Nicole's talked to him today. Why do I have to constantly think about him.. and all of it?? I know that lately I've been preoccupied with Nicole and making sure she eats and stuff.. lol.. but I still think about it all the time. Every time I get a text, a phone call.. During the day when I'm at school now I think about it.. I think about how he told me that I needed to focus on school and how I try my hardest but he's what I think about during classes and stuff.. I mean, I guess I've just thought about it lately.. I don't want to though. Gosh, Why?????
So, Steven may be coming to church tonight.. Not sure yet.. guess I'll find out when I get there. I hope he does though. I need some cheering up.
Well, 'Co's making dinner and I'm about to go eat some of it. I'll talk at all ya'll later.. all one of you who reads this. Lol. Love to all.
-Ashley-
I went to the dentist after I got outta OC and got my porcelain *sp??* crown seated.. and the one that came loose fixed.. my mouth hurts more for some reason. and something in my mouth is sensitive. Ugh, I hate this! And I have this gross taste in my mouth from the glue.
After I got done at the dentist, I came home and got my books and then went to the math lab, where I saw Lance. Lol, imagine that. I took my quiz for lesson 34 om algebra.. made a 30 on it the first time, went back and took it again cuz I realized where I messed up and made a 70. My math grade is going to be what I score so badly in this semester. I'm going to just barely get by. My GPA is gunna suffer so bad.
I came back here and on my way here, I saw Mrs. Cindy, which made me think of Jimmy, which made me think of Rivertrace, which made me think of Caleb.. Little did I know, Nicole's talked to him today. Why do I have to constantly think about him.. and all of it?? I know that lately I've been preoccupied with Nicole and making sure she eats and stuff.. lol.. but I still think about it all the time. Every time I get a text, a phone call.. During the day when I'm at school now I think about it.. I think about how he told me that I needed to focus on school and how I try my hardest but he's what I think about during classes and stuff.. I mean, I guess I've just thought about it lately.. I don't want to though. Gosh, Why?????
So, Steven may be coming to church tonight.. Not sure yet.. guess I'll find out when I get there. I hope he does though. I need some cheering up.
Well, 'Co's making dinner and I'm about to go eat some of it. I'll talk at all ya'll later.. all one of you who reads this. Lol. Love to all.
-Ashley-