Wow.. God's awesome!
Okay, so I started out having the MOST horrible day I've had in a long time. This morning was just awful!
I awoke to the lovely sound of my mom's mom banging on my mom's bedroom door. She didn't know that I was already awake but because I didn't say anything to her the first set of banging that she did on the door, she yelled at me and told me to get my lazy a double s outta bed and then proceeded to yell some more, curse at me.. it was horrible. I prayed so hard for God to hold my tongue and He did. I could have gotten in so much trouble if I said all the things that I wanted to say. Then I realized that not only did I need to hold my tongue, I also needed to change my heart and my thoughts. So I prayed that God would do that as well. He's so cool, cuz He changed how I was feeling pretty quickly.
Well, I went to see my g'dad this afternoon and he didn't cry. He didn't have his glasses on and I'm not really sure where they were. He was watching a movie in the big tv room. It was pretty cool. He and I got to talk for a few minutes, Jason's g'ma said Hi and told me that he was lucky to have me for a granddaughter! I was like, awh. Then a lady asked if I was his daughter and I told her yes.. cuz I am.. but GRAND! Lol. Anyways, and she then told me that I was beautiful. Made me feel a lot better. I was really feelin bleh about myself.. so I feel a lot better.
I talked to Paige for a while this afternoon. I haven't really talked to her a lot lately, I feel bad about it too. I just haven't called her and I should. So this goes out to Paige, I LOVE YOU, GIRLIE!!!
Tonight was the most awesome night I've ever had. Oh my gosh.. God showed up BIG time tonight at Trinity Baptist! After they all ate dinner together, we went into the sanctuary for prayer and we ended up getting slips of paper of missionaries and church planters that we were supposed to be commited to pray for and then at least one lost person so that we could call them out by name in prayer. Coolest thing is that I was sitting in my seat before we got our papers and praying for Bro. Scott and thinking about getting his email address so I could let him know I was praying for him, and when I got my missionary/church planter slip of paper, it was Bro. Scott. God's sooo cool! I was happy. Still am. Anyways, so we all sat and prayed for the missionaries and stuff and for us being committed to praying more. then after that, we all knelt down at the altar and all at once, prayed out loud for each of our people that were on our slips of paper. It was amazing. Then as soon as Bro. Scott got done praying the most awesome prayer, Bro. Gordon just busts out singing, we all joined in. After we got through singing that song, we went back to our seats and sat in silence for a minute and then Bro. Kyle goes, "Sing another one Brother." and we did. About 10 others. God was totally in the church.. in the room.. it was sooo awesome! We all got to meet with God. Mann.. if you missed out on that, I'm sorry. I wish you had been there. God's indescribable. But then Stephen got on the piano and Bro. Allen started singing, and we sang I Can Only Imagine. Man. True worship. It was awesome. I wish our whole youth group had been there.
Pray for Bro. Scott, that he'll draw closer to God and in turn, God will draw closer to him.
Love to all. Night Night! MWAH!
-Must We All-
I awoke to the lovely sound of my mom's mom banging on my mom's bedroom door. She didn't know that I was already awake but because I didn't say anything to her the first set of banging that she did on the door, she yelled at me and told me to get my lazy a double s outta bed and then proceeded to yell some more, curse at me.. it was horrible. I prayed so hard for God to hold my tongue and He did. I could have gotten in so much trouble if I said all the things that I wanted to say. Then I realized that not only did I need to hold my tongue, I also needed to change my heart and my thoughts. So I prayed that God would do that as well. He's so cool, cuz He changed how I was feeling pretty quickly.
Well, I went to see my g'dad this afternoon and he didn't cry. He didn't have his glasses on and I'm not really sure where they were. He was watching a movie in the big tv room. It was pretty cool. He and I got to talk for a few minutes, Jason's g'ma said Hi and told me that he was lucky to have me for a granddaughter! I was like, awh. Then a lady asked if I was his daughter and I told her yes.. cuz I am.. but GRAND! Lol. Anyways, and she then told me that I was beautiful. Made me feel a lot better. I was really feelin bleh about myself.. so I feel a lot better.
I talked to Paige for a while this afternoon. I haven't really talked to her a lot lately, I feel bad about it too. I just haven't called her and I should. So this goes out to Paige, I LOVE YOU, GIRLIE!!!
Tonight was the most awesome night I've ever had. Oh my gosh.. God showed up BIG time tonight at Trinity Baptist! After they all ate dinner together, we went into the sanctuary for prayer and we ended up getting slips of paper of missionaries and church planters that we were supposed to be commited to pray for and then at least one lost person so that we could call them out by name in prayer. Coolest thing is that I was sitting in my seat before we got our papers and praying for Bro. Scott and thinking about getting his email address so I could let him know I was praying for him, and when I got my missionary/church planter slip of paper, it was Bro. Scott. God's sooo cool! I was happy. Still am. Anyways, so we all sat and prayed for the missionaries and stuff and for us being committed to praying more. then after that, we all knelt down at the altar and all at once, prayed out loud for each of our people that were on our slips of paper. It was amazing. Then as soon as Bro. Scott got done praying the most awesome prayer, Bro. Gordon just busts out singing, we all joined in. After we got through singing that song, we went back to our seats and sat in silence for a minute and then Bro. Kyle goes, "Sing another one Brother." and we did. About 10 others. God was totally in the church.. in the room.. it was sooo awesome! We all got to meet with God. Mann.. if you missed out on that, I'm sorry. I wish you had been there. God's indescribable. But then Stephen got on the piano and Bro. Allen started singing, and we sang I Can Only Imagine. Man. True worship. It was awesome. I wish our whole youth group had been there.
Pray for Bro. Scott, that he'll draw closer to God and in turn, God will draw closer to him.
Love to all. Night Night! MWAH!
-Must We All-