wow, it's really late..
dang. it's late. I'm really tired. Not so sure that I have the energy it takes to update. Well, here's my feeble attempt.
Our church has come to a very divided decision to accept Bro. Ben's resignation. The thing is that, it hit both Nicole and myself.. that we're youth pastor-less.. at a very pivotal time in the health of our youth group that we really need leadership. it's my hope and prayer that the leaders step it up. I cried. No shame here.. I cried. Bro. Ben helped me out so much. I'm going to the counsellor tmrw.. the counsellor that he set me up with.. I mean, it's gunna be hard to tell her that he's not even out youth pastor anymore. she's gunna flip out. I must commend my pastor, Bro. Kyle, he did a very good job. There were almost arguements that could have turned out BAD, but he calmed them.. and I back him 250%.. just in case anyone was wondering. It's not that I don't love Bro. Ben to death, but I'm following my pastor's leading. if I didn't trust him to make decisions that are in the best interest of the church, then I wouldn't have voted FOR him to be my pastor! I don't get why some of the people in the church had to argue. OY! Anyway!
I'm so tired. This last week has really drained me. I guess the emotional dealing with Bro Ben and Caleb leaving.. and working all day most every day.. I'm just so tired.
I can't wait til weekend after next. Laguna Beach marathon at my house! Whoo! Party! Lol. Okay, so it's gunna be me making Caleb watch it.. even though he doesn't like it. Hehehe. I'm so evil!
Okay, I'm gunna go take out my contacts, finish talking to Nicole and listen to some more Jamie O'Neal. Night all. Love you. Peace.
-Must We All-
Our church has come to a very divided decision to accept Bro. Ben's resignation. The thing is that, it hit both Nicole and myself.. that we're youth pastor-less.. at a very pivotal time in the health of our youth group that we really need leadership. it's my hope and prayer that the leaders step it up. I cried. No shame here.. I cried. Bro. Ben helped me out so much. I'm going to the counsellor tmrw.. the counsellor that he set me up with.. I mean, it's gunna be hard to tell her that he's not even out youth pastor anymore. she's gunna flip out. I must commend my pastor, Bro. Kyle, he did a very good job. There were almost arguements that could have turned out BAD, but he calmed them.. and I back him 250%.. just in case anyone was wondering. It's not that I don't love Bro. Ben to death, but I'm following my pastor's leading. if I didn't trust him to make decisions that are in the best interest of the church, then I wouldn't have voted FOR him to be my pastor! I don't get why some of the people in the church had to argue. OY! Anyway!
I'm so tired. This last week has really drained me. I guess the emotional dealing with Bro Ben and Caleb leaving.. and working all day most every day.. I'm just so tired.
I can't wait til weekend after next. Laguna Beach marathon at my house! Whoo! Party! Lol. Okay, so it's gunna be me making Caleb watch it.. even though he doesn't like it. Hehehe. I'm so evil!
Okay, I'm gunna go take out my contacts, finish talking to Nicole and listen to some more Jamie O'Neal. Night all. Love you. Peace.
-Must We All-