Update.

Aug 19, 2009 12:33

So yeah hi everyone. Things have been pretty awful for me lately but I'm trying to bounce back from it. I've had an illness for four months that no doctor seems able to diagnose. It has made my life rather difficult, although it is better at the moment than it used to be. We're still trying to figure it out, but my body feels like a pincushion since I've had all manners of medical tests, and I'm still suffering from it. Who knows!

I AM going to Comic Con on Wednesday despite this because I am trying to not let it run my life. I'm so tired of being sick and insular lately, so I've tried to go out regularly. It's been doing well so far, actually. I've been writing a lot more for Starpulse and you can read the bigger articles I write on my posted blog, waftingcurtains.wordpress.com. I just copy the articles there, it's chill.

I've been dating a new guy. His name is Ryan and he is a lawyer here in NYC. As usual it is bringing up all my shackles and terror is back in my life, but I am determined to make the best of this regardless. He is a very good guy and seems to genuinely think I'm awesome, so I'm trying to fight my defensive nature. We'll see how that turns out.

Still unemployed, but unemployment did kick in so I have enough to pay rent and my bills which is a real relief. I've been saving money like a crazy person and that means I have a nice cushion for if I get into any scraps.

Honestly despite some pretty awful days, I'm doing okay. I'm trying to keep my chin up and keep pushing myself to be better and look for better things. Here's hoping it pays off in the end. I hope you're all doing well.
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