so here i am...

[mustardmathnerd]

...sitting in my dorm, on my so uncomfy bed with the suite/apartment all to myself. In about 20-30 minutes i should meet my roommate. Yay for me! i hope shes nice and willing to compromise and not just fight. ...SO I moved in ysterday afternoon with my dad, then since im so close to my house i went home got some more stuff at Target (man i love that store) then hung out with my family, went to dinner, then came back to my dorm and fell asleep-i awoke at the lovely sound of trash trucks at 5:30! grr! oh well at least i have a view from my room. About my dorm-its a pretty big size room if you think about it. way better than i expected (more places to store things) :-). Sitting in silence can be so defening (sp?) i just don tknow what to do with myself. But im not too sad yet-still in shock that im actually here. I do miss my family, even the noise we always make, and my boyfriend/best friend.

I keep reminding myself things will fall into place, and then my real life will set sail.

<3

nothing feels right....absolutely nothing right now.