I'm too old for this
wheehee an alcoholic three days behind and nothing but tiredness ahead. Yeap, had a bit of fun an' now my head is (not soar) a mess. Nothing special, nothing really new but just.. weard. I've made new friends and found the old ones again. Realized, that I dont have to stand everything an so therefore just taken a distance to sertain people and really just.. lived my own life without any kind of preassure or stress. (ofcourse this little three-days-partying took a lions part of my money but hey; eating is for loosers anyway..) It has been inlightning and spritit lifting to come to realize that I've got a hell of a lot people around me to talk to an' hang around and just to be with. I am everything else but alone. The dark and ironic shadow of loneliness that have had a strong hold on me is fading away. at last. And the dearest of all, music, has again found it's way to comfort me.
oh well, life is life anywayz.. and the matriculation examinations are speeding towards and I'm nothing but an enthusiastic little student. oh joy.. no, but really! it is the coundown to freedom of another kind. I'm so sick an tired of this secondary school-bullshit. time to move on.
like I said, I found my old friends again and in a way I found my old self again! a little less conversation a little more action please.. rock an' roll is back! life is beautiful. an I might have found a nice guy too.. we'll just have to see about that.
and no, I'm not high.
oh well, life is life anywayz.. and the matriculation examinations are speeding towards and I'm nothing but an enthusiastic little student. oh joy.. no, but really! it is the coundown to freedom of another kind. I'm so sick an tired of this secondary school-bullshit. time to move on.
like I said, I found my old friends again and in a way I found my old self again! a little less conversation a little more action please.. rock an' roll is back! life is beautiful. an I might have found a nice guy too.. we'll just have to see about that.
and no, I'm not high.