Just need some place to dump this... for now
I’ve always known where I stood with you… to the side and out of sight… but somehow, I never felt like I was completely out of mind.
I’ll miss a lot of things about living here… and for some odd reason, there are a lot of things I’ll miss about knowing you.
Then again, there are also things I will not miss.
We’re both human, and we both make mistakes… I think mine was loving you so completely… with some much total and utter disregard for myself…
Then again, I think one of your biggest mistakes was never giving me a chance to be anything more than just someone you know… hell, let’s be honest you barely treat me like a friend… more like a general source of amusement. I just would like to know what you were so afraid of. What can I say? I’ve never understood why you treated me the way you did… and still do.
Like I said, there’s so very much that I love about you, and that makes you one of the dearest people I know… but you are without a doubt, also one of the cruelest.
I’ll miss a lot of things about living here… and for some odd reason, there are a lot of things I’ll miss about knowing you.
Then again, there are also things I will not miss.
We’re both human, and we both make mistakes… I think mine was loving you so completely… with some much total and utter disregard for myself…
Then again, I think one of your biggest mistakes was never giving me a chance to be anything more than just someone you know… hell, let’s be honest you barely treat me like a friend… more like a general source of amusement. I just would like to know what you were so afraid of. What can I say? I’ve never understood why you treated me the way you did… and still do.
Like I said, there’s so very much that I love about you, and that makes you one of the dearest people I know… but you are without a doubt, also one of the cruelest.