i dont remember......

Oct 09, 2005 21:38

this pretty much sums it up (From First To Last - Note To Self)

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far... Far From here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, To me.
(repeat)

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I dont know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from the routine.
(repeat)

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...Far!

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close to the worst has happened, it feels like ive been punched in the face but on the inside, or just a kick to the fucking balls when you are told that the person that you care about way above everybody else tells you that she doesnt think you care about her enough. i hope this doesnt escalate to something worse because i know what it means, and it would ruin me for quite awile.i feel like i have the flu but i know for a fact that i dont. i want to do a lot of illigal things right now and its very hard to ignore, somebody please help keep me drug free? -i love you so much-
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