i dont feel like me..ive lost feeling
i love my family
i love dancing in my room
blasting MY music and not caring what anyone thinks of it
driving with the windows down until my hands turn blue
i love feeling the snow on my eyelashes and the way it looks in my backyard
i love disney marathons with some of my closest friends
i love 30 seconds to mars and red jumpsuit aparatus and il divo and the righteous brothers
i love my buds, and miss em
i love waking up when ive usually gone through most of my day or at least started my first class
i love running again
i love good italian food
i hate good italian food
i hate hearing my depressed papa and grandpa and knowing i cant do anything
i hate never knowing what to say to anyone on the phone and losing touch
i hate staring at the books i brought home and not knowing where to start
i hate knowing im going to be behind on my music because its not online
i hate knowing that i probably wouldnt be able to get myself to practice anyway
i hate my reflection
i hate boredom
i hate knowing that there are things i should do that im not...and hence boredom
i hate not knowing what to do with my life...let alone my day
i hate disappointing myself
...and all i feel right now is anxiety and depression over weight issues...which is retarded considering i should be studying or enjoying break or calling greg or something...i dont feel happiness at hearing my music..just empty...completely empty
i love dancing in my room
blasting MY music and not caring what anyone thinks of it
driving with the windows down until my hands turn blue
i love feeling the snow on my eyelashes and the way it looks in my backyard
i love disney marathons with some of my closest friends
i love 30 seconds to mars and red jumpsuit aparatus and il divo and the righteous brothers
i love my buds, and miss em
i love waking up when ive usually gone through most of my day or at least started my first class
i love running again
i love good italian food
i hate good italian food
i hate hearing my depressed papa and grandpa and knowing i cant do anything
i hate never knowing what to say to anyone on the phone and losing touch
i hate staring at the books i brought home and not knowing where to start
i hate knowing im going to be behind on my music because its not online
i hate knowing that i probably wouldnt be able to get myself to practice anyway
i hate my reflection
i hate boredom
i hate knowing that there are things i should do that im not...and hence boredom
i hate not knowing what to do with my life...let alone my day
i hate disappointing myself
...and all i feel right now is anxiety and depression over weight issues...which is retarded considering i should be studying or enjoying break or calling greg or something...i dont feel happiness at hearing my music..just empty...completely empty