wow
Wow is all i can really say. I am excited. I can't remember the last time i was really excited about something. Something in me switched in, and i feel like my old self :) It's really exciting considering I haven't seen my usual self since ummm.. maybe a year and a half ago. Now its back and i just don't know what to do with myself. I want to do a little happy dance a few different times a day. I have figured a lot out lately, about life, about where i want to be in life, about what steps i want to take to get their, both physically, emotionally and spiritually. Its amazing what some deep ahrd thinking can do, but thats not what brought this about. I did think and i never came to any conclusons and then it all hit me like a ton of bricks and so many things began to make sense. It's rather exciting. I wish i could show u how i feel verses how i felt. :) yay for me, and its not all due to a guy. some of it yes, but i think a lot of it had to do with Devin. Yeah i just met her and all but i really do like her. Its been so long since i had a close girlfriend that also lived close by and had a lot of the same interests as me and a lot of the same wants and past regrets. It's been so long since someone called me just to ask what we were going to do that night, and i love it. I feel liek there is so much more out there than there was previously. That there are things i haven't seen that i need to stick around to see. yay :) ok time to go to fatty Jays for Devins 21st BIRTHDAY!!!