Another day done
Lets see. Not much been going on here. I have held fast to my new years resolution. I am not going to let people walk all over me and I am going to learn how to say no to people. I alwasy say yes and offer help to do things and spread myself so thin that i feel sick for weeks afterwards. The stress has just gotten to be to much for me. I have since said no in every instance where i really didn't feel up to something or just didn't feel like doing it. I know some people have been upset about this but this is what I need right now. I have been stretched to the limits, spread to thin, stressed out beyond belief that if i kept it up how I had been living i'd probably be dead within the year. My stress point has reached its peak and I am ready to wind down. I am trying to get back into writing now that i have learned to say no and find myself with a few spare moments of free time. That time will probably be filled with homework starting next week when my classes start up for spring semester, but I look forward to that as well. I managed to get everything done that needed to be done this week and managed to finish the book i was reading and be extra productive at work. I sold 25 policies this week which is my weekly goal however my weekly goal is spread out over the 4 days i work and considering new years this week I only worked 3 days and the first of those 3 days we were so slow me and my co-workers were playing uno for hours before we had anything to do, so yeah I think the 25 was extra good for me since all in all i only worked about 2 days one for 12 hours and one for 9 hours, so yeah I am proud of myself. I still found time to see my mom, visit with my sisters, play with my neice and make some new friends this week. AS for my previous post about that certain guy. I have come to a conclusion on that as well. Him and i were never close friends but we have been friends nonetheless and with the awkwardness of the past few weeks with him I miss that. So i am just going to go back to being his friend. I think it works better for us that way. He's a very sweet intelligent attractive guy but I would rather have the friendship we had then screw it all up with dating politics and sexual attraction. I dunno if he read this or not, but if he does then "HEY HEADS UP BUDDY!!" Hopefully all will work out :) My desk is finally cleared off at home whihc makes working at it a lot easier now that I don't feel like the weight of the world is sitting on my desk :)
On another note there is something wrong with my face. I woke up this morning and my eye lids, and under my eyes had these little purple dots, tiny, almost like freckles. only noticable if you look closely, well i ignored it most of the day as i went about my business, then when i was at Chords this evening i went upstairs to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and it had spread alll over my face. It was everywhere except the middle of my forehead, my nose and my chin. My cheeks have these red splotches on them to go along with my little purple dots. it makes me look like a highschool getting my first acne breakout except its not that. I have not used any new product on ym face or been around anything i could have a reaction to. If anyone has any idea what it is please let me know because its driving me insane having to look at it. It doesn't hurt or anything, just makes me look weird. Well its 4:07 in the am and i had come home arly tonight but then i couldn't sleep. so i guess i will retire now to bed.
On another note there is something wrong with my face. I woke up this morning and my eye lids, and under my eyes had these little purple dots, tiny, almost like freckles. only noticable if you look closely, well i ignored it most of the day as i went about my business, then when i was at Chords this evening i went upstairs to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and it had spread alll over my face. It was everywhere except the middle of my forehead, my nose and my chin. My cheeks have these red splotches on them to go along with my little purple dots. it makes me look like a highschool getting my first acne breakout except its not that. I have not used any new product on ym face or been around anything i could have a reaction to. If anyone has any idea what it is please let me know because its driving me insane having to look at it. It doesn't hurt or anything, just makes me look weird. Well its 4:07 in the am and i had come home arly tonight but then i couldn't sleep. so i guess i will retire now to bed.