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I want to scream. I want to yell. But I can't. I don't get how you can sit there and call yourself my 'best friend'/'sister' when all you do is LIE!! You know he doesn't hit me! YOU KNOW IT! So do NOT go around telling people that he hits me when he doesn't! AND you know if he did, I wouldn't be around him anymore. All you do is lie! You don't know when to keep a FUCKING secert nor do you know how to TELL THE TRUTH even when its you talking smack. Why don't you accept the fact that I am happy? Why don't you accept what we like to call honesty and trust? See this is why I don't like hanging out with you because then I begin to think.. hummm, maybe you've changed, maybe I can trust you again, but yet AGAIN I can't. You let me down. I told you NOT to tell anyone. I understand that you told your mom, but to tell two of our friends/co-workers... COME ON! I don't get how you can sit there and do this to me. Why do you find it so fucking amusing to use and abuse me like this?? Well you know what... I'm through with this. He DOES NOT hit me. He does NOT lie to me. And finally, he does NOT tell people obscene lies that aren't true!
I am so through with this bull shit.
On to a BETTER note... Tony is in town for the weekend, so I am going to be spending as much time as I can with him this weekend. We told his Dad today too. His dad took it quite well.
I go to the doctors on Tuesday also to get my vitamins and such like that... shall be umm... fun?
Don't work again til Wednesday (2-8).
Amy
I am so through with this bull shit.
On to a BETTER note... Tony is in town for the weekend, so I am going to be spending as much time as I can with him this weekend. We told his Dad today too. His dad took it quite well.
I go to the doctors on Tuesday also to get my vitamins and such like that... shall be umm... fun?
Don't work again til Wednesday (2-8).
Amy