Nov 19, 2002 21:39
Adam UofM: so how old is he
TyleRmAn3: 29
Adam UofM: omg
Adam UofM: thats old
Adam UofM: 12 years difference
TyleRmAn3: remember when you and I first met... you were like "Yeah I'm 22" and kept reminding me... that doesn't bother me, lol
TyleRmAn3: yeah I know
Adam UofM: he sounds like a perv acvtually. im sorry i dont think i want to hear about your new relationship.
Adam UofM: not to sound mean
Adam UofM: but it will just frustrate me
Adam UofM: and we arnt close enough for me to try to protect you anyway
TyleRmAn3: a lot of people probably wouldn't like it... my parents will throw a shit fit... but with all do respect, it's my life... no one elses
TyleRmAn3: ya know
TyleRmAn3: I don't need protection, I'm fine
TyleRmAn3: lol
Adam UofM: youre young
Adam UofM: you are in such a hurry to grow up and escape your life you have now. i get that... but i just think you need to be careful
TyleRmAn3: I don't have a childhood adam... haven't had one for a long time
TyleRmAn3: I grew up fast.... I realized I had to fend for myself, so I did
TyleRmAn3: when I turned 16, my dad and I went our seperate ways
Adam UofM: you are looking for someone to take care of you
TyleRmAn3: he stopped giving me money and all that
Adam UofM: for guidence
Adam UofM: it must be or you wouldnt want to date older guys like that
TyleRmAn3: no... I'm looking for someone with a stable life... someone grown up, on their own... no high school crap
TyleRmAn3: I don't need anyone to take care of me, seriously
Adam UofM: ok, if you think you can begin to relate to a 29 y/o in a relationship sense
Adam UofM: i think you are wrong
Adam UofM: the mentality is different
TyleRmAn3: I'm very different
TyleRmAn3: I'm not your normal 17 year old
TyleRmAn3: and anyone close to me will tell you that
TyleRmAn3: My dad's friend's call me an "old soul"
Adam UofM: well he is apparently not a normal 29 y/o
Adam UofM: i call you a weak soul
TyleRmAn3: why?
Adam UofM: too afraid to be alone
TyleRmAn3: I'm not afraid
TyleRmAn3: I don't like being alone, but I'm not afraid of it
Adam UofM: :-)
Adam UofM: im sure
TyleRmAn3: I swear to god
TyleRmAn3: seriously.. what's wrong with the age gap?
TyleRmAn3: my grandparents on my mom's side were 20 years apart
Adam UofM: its 2002
Adam UofM: times change
Adam UofM: thank god
TyleRmAn3: well I like to do my own thing
TyleRmAn3: the hell with what everyone else is doing
Adam UofM: im not saying to follow the crowd
Adam UofM: im saying that a phychologist would have lots to say about boys who want older men
Adam UofM: and men who want younger boys
TyleRmAn3: everyone has something to say about everything.... if they have a problem with what I do, they can find a way to deal with it
TyleRmAn3: I'm not changing anything in my life cause people don't agree
Adam UofM: im not sayig you should
TyleRmAn3: it's my life.. I'm going to live how I want, do what I want, and no one is standing in my way
TyleRmAn3: if I want to climb mt. everest, I'm doing it
Adam UofM: well put. everyone is equally entitled to fuck up their lives
Adam UofM: and many do very well at it
TyleRmAn3: am I fucking up my life?
Adam UofM: that was a general statement
TyleRmAn3: well am I?
Adam UofM: but i do hope you ask yourself that from time to time
TyleRmAn3: I don't think I'm fucking up my life by dating an older guy
Adam UofM: well i think its disgusting and that he is a pervert. but thats just me
Adam UofM: nough said
Adam UofM: done speaking about it
TyleRmAn3: people always have to find a way to shoot me down
TyleRmAn3: always
Adam UofM: only the ones who care enough
TyleRmAn3: if they cared, they would back me up instead of shooting me down
TyleRmAn3: that's if they truely cared
Adam UofM: or maybe they thing about whats good for you in the long run, and not just what seems good right now
Adam UofM: or maybe they know things
TyleRmAn3: I am thinking about what's good for me in the long run
TyleRmAn3: nobody knows what's good for me, except myself
Adam UofM: my point is that no 17 year old really know what he wants in the lonbg run
Adam UofM: even you Mr. Exnpectio
Adam UofM: n
Adam UofM: exception
Adam UofM: :-)
Adam UofM: oops
Adam UofM: so take things one day at a time
Adam UofM: and that will keep you happy
TyleRmAn3: I am so fucking sick of people looking at me as some loser punk because I"m fucking 17 years old! I'm really fucking sick of it
TyleRmAn3: No one knows what's good for me, and know one knows the real me... I'm sick of people so fucking much
Adam UofM: maybe i thing of you as a teenager
Adam UofM: maybe yo are one
Adam UofM: maybe you hate that
Adam UofM: and maybe you hate yorselkf
Adam UofM: self