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Yeah so i hung out with that brittanee girl and thought it might help some. But i was wrong, thinking bout her the whole time, and dont really like this girl anyways, just not my type really. She said she doesnt do drugs, but i dunno. So i think im gonna call emily tomorrow on my break or lunch and just see if she just wants to talk. It felt like the whole time tongiht i was cheating on emily, even though i know im not, still felt like it. Yeah so on the way home she was like i dont wanna go home and she said she'll tell me where to go and just follow what she says, so i did. We ended up at a park. So i just turned around and took her home. So i think i might o fgotten he roff me, but may not talk to me any more...
NadDrugAddict: no, the truth is i thnik it is pretty fucked up that you thought about emily the entire time when WE were suppose to be out having fun. that pisses me off, extremely
ORISpunk 50: not the whole time, just during the movie
ORISpunk 50: like when i was watching it
ORISpunk 50: im sorry you feel that way, but i really cant help me liking emily
NaedDrugAddict: well obviouly she doesnt like you! i dont wantt o be mean
ORISpunk 50: but like before and after the movie was fun, us hanging out n just having fun
NaedDrugAddict: well yeah right
ORISpunk 50: well that may be so, but that still doesnt stop the fact i like her
ORISpunk 50: im being serious
NaedDrugAddict: well if you cant get over her then you should not of hung out with me because i thouhgt we were going to start talking
ORISpunk 50: i told you earlier taht i thougth i was moving to fast and jsut wanted to hang out as friends
NaedDrugAddict: ok well i dont think we were going to fsat, we ddint do anything! but there is no point in hanging out if all you are going to do is think about her
ORISpunk 50: i didnt say we were, i said i was
NaedDrugAddict: it doesnt matter
ORISpunk 50: ok
ORISpunk 50: i do really feel bad about it, and at the time too, i was wanted to talk to you during the movie, but would of been hard
NaedDrugAddict: whatever
ORISpunk 50: im sorry i cant help the way i feel about her, and i thought you knew i just wanted to hang out as friends tonight
NaedDrugAddict: dude! you need to let her go!, move on! its not the end of the world
ORISpunk 50: i know its not the end, but im not ready to let her go yet, the little bit we have talked since we broke up she has said she still likes me but just needed some time by herslef for some personal erasons
NaedDrugAddict: ok, then fuck it. thats bullshit
ORISpunk 50: you may think that, i dont
NaedDrugAddict: well whatever, you said that i got her off of your mind and you made me believe that you really liked me. guess what? i do really like you and emily is just fuckin with you head and you are falling for it , so go ahead and play your childrens games.
ORISpunk 50: you did, but the last time i hung otu with anyone was with her, so it was just kinda wierd for me, and the whole you do drugs thing isnt a big turn-on for me either
NaedDrugAddict: i dont do drugs
ORISpunk 50: thought you said you did
NaedDrugAddict: no, i just take anxiety pills
ORISpunk 50: ok
ORISpunk 50: but i am sorry, i really did feel that way about you, but having talked to emily some within the past couple days just erally sat me back some
NaedDrugAddict: ok.whatever
yeah so, i feel bad but i mean i told her in the first place i thought i was movin gon to fast and taht i just wanted to hang out as friends. But she must of read it and thought i wasnt serious. but i do have to go and sleep so i can work tomrorrow
NadDrugAddict: no, the truth is i thnik it is pretty fucked up that you thought about emily the entire time when WE were suppose to be out having fun. that pisses me off, extremely
ORISpunk 50: not the whole time, just during the movie
ORISpunk 50: like when i was watching it
ORISpunk 50: im sorry you feel that way, but i really cant help me liking emily
NaedDrugAddict: well obviouly she doesnt like you! i dont wantt o be mean
ORISpunk 50: but like before and after the movie was fun, us hanging out n just having fun
NaedDrugAddict: well yeah right
ORISpunk 50: well that may be so, but that still doesnt stop the fact i like her
ORISpunk 50: im being serious
NaedDrugAddict: well if you cant get over her then you should not of hung out with me because i thouhgt we were going to start talking
ORISpunk 50: i told you earlier taht i thougth i was moving to fast and jsut wanted to hang out as friends
NaedDrugAddict: ok well i dont think we were going to fsat, we ddint do anything! but there is no point in hanging out if all you are going to do is think about her
ORISpunk 50: i didnt say we were, i said i was
NaedDrugAddict: it doesnt matter
ORISpunk 50: ok
ORISpunk 50: i do really feel bad about it, and at the time too, i was wanted to talk to you during the movie, but would of been hard
NaedDrugAddict: whatever
ORISpunk 50: im sorry i cant help the way i feel about her, and i thought you knew i just wanted to hang out as friends tonight
NaedDrugAddict: dude! you need to let her go!, move on! its not the end of the world
ORISpunk 50: i know its not the end, but im not ready to let her go yet, the little bit we have talked since we broke up she has said she still likes me but just needed some time by herslef for some personal erasons
NaedDrugAddict: ok, then fuck it. thats bullshit
ORISpunk 50: you may think that, i dont
NaedDrugAddict: well whatever, you said that i got her off of your mind and you made me believe that you really liked me. guess what? i do really like you and emily is just fuckin with you head and you are falling for it , so go ahead and play your childrens games.
ORISpunk 50: you did, but the last time i hung otu with anyone was with her, so it was just kinda wierd for me, and the whole you do drugs thing isnt a big turn-on for me either
NaedDrugAddict: i dont do drugs
ORISpunk 50: thought you said you did
NaedDrugAddict: no, i just take anxiety pills
ORISpunk 50: ok
ORISpunk 50: but i am sorry, i really did feel that way about you, but having talked to emily some within the past couple days just erally sat me back some
NaedDrugAddict: ok.whatever
yeah so, i feel bad but i mean i told her in the first place i thought i was movin gon to fast and taht i just wanted to hang out as friends. But she must of read it and thought i wasnt serious. but i do have to go and sleep so i can work tomrorrow