Vent! (Aka, things I would have said if I hadn't let my temper cool)
"if you haven't noticed I'm clearing out my billshit and your up. I wanna be friends but if you can't trust me then why would you want to be my friend?"
Fuck you. No seriously... 'cleaing up your bullshit'? I'm a person you asshole, not some inconvenience in your life that can just be discarded because something is off at the moment. Fuck your holier-than-thou attitude. I trust you- I trust you more than you have *ever* trusted me, but if you expect me to read your fucking mind to understand your opinion you're going to be sadly disappointed. If I'm such bullshit, why do you want to be my friend?
I know the situation I'm in is less than ideal right now, I'm not stupid, but I felt like I had to- maybe it sounds familiar since that's that same fucking thing that you did not all that many months ago. I never thought it was a good idea for you either, but we're adults and we're going to make our own damn decisions and face our own mistakes.
I'm not going to scream and fight and argue, because you're right... that's all there is to it- you may not be exactly fair, and you may be hurtful, but you are awesome, and you do make me smile, even if it's been less fun lately, and I refuse to waste the time we have. It's hard work being your friend, but I'm still convinced it's worth it, so sue me.
Fuck you. No seriously... 'cleaing up your bullshit'? I'm a person you asshole, not some inconvenience in your life that can just be discarded because something is off at the moment. Fuck your holier-than-thou attitude. I trust you- I trust you more than you have *ever* trusted me, but if you expect me to read your fucking mind to understand your opinion you're going to be sadly disappointed. If I'm such bullshit, why do you want to be my friend?
I know the situation I'm in is less than ideal right now, I'm not stupid, but I felt like I had to- maybe it sounds familiar since that's that same fucking thing that you did not all that many months ago. I never thought it was a good idea for you either, but we're adults and we're going to make our own damn decisions and face our own mistakes.
I'm not going to scream and fight and argue, because you're right... that's all there is to it- you may not be exactly fair, and you may be hurtful, but you are awesome, and you do make me smile, even if it's been less fun lately, and I refuse to waste the time we have. It's hard work being your friend, but I'm still convinced it's worth it, so sue me.