25 years of crap....
Well, I hit the big 25 today. Quarter of a century gone.
I don't have a 'whole' lot to show for it, other than a few piercings and now a permanent marker of a monumental time in my life on my arm. The most important thing is that after this much time I have some really great friends, I have a nice job, a great place to live, and family that loves me (even though I suck cock). As lame as it sounds, I also have a family of people online that have been there to help me through the rough times in my journey, and I just want to send out some thanks. For those of you who know me well, you know who you are. *big hugs 'n kisses*
I also know that I've done some REALLY fucked up things in my life, and I've hurt some people as well, and pissed some off. To those of you that I've wronged, I want to take this time to apologize for my behavior, for whatever reason, and for whatever it was that I did. I want to take the time and put some effort into attempting to fix things. And if things can't be fixed, then I've done my part, and it's on your head now.
Ghees I hate birthdays, they're too full of epiphanies and junk. Did I spell that right? lol I don't care.
I also started "The Patch" today. I'm finally gonna own up and quit smoking, starting today. It's been 7 years since I started, and I've quit a couple of times throughout, but this time it's permanent. The patch sucks ass though, it's making my skin all red and stuff. But that's not too surprising, I mean it's pumping like 21mg of pure nicotine directly into your system over a period of 16 to 24 hours. I really do hope this helps 'cause I need it!
Well, there's my birthday update. All my co-workers are too busy having fun to be working, so I might as well go join them and not do any work! :D Take care. *hugs*
L
I don't have a 'whole' lot to show for it, other than a few piercings and now a permanent marker of a monumental time in my life on my arm. The most important thing is that after this much time I have some really great friends, I have a nice job, a great place to live, and family that loves me (even though I suck cock). As lame as it sounds, I also have a family of people online that have been there to help me through the rough times in my journey, and I just want to send out some thanks. For those of you who know me well, you know who you are. *big hugs 'n kisses*
I also know that I've done some REALLY fucked up things in my life, and I've hurt some people as well, and pissed some off. To those of you that I've wronged, I want to take this time to apologize for my behavior, for whatever reason, and for whatever it was that I did. I want to take the time and put some effort into attempting to fix things. And if things can't be fixed, then I've done my part, and it's on your head now.
Ghees I hate birthdays, they're too full of epiphanies and junk. Did I spell that right? lol I don't care.
I also started "The Patch" today. I'm finally gonna own up and quit smoking, starting today. It's been 7 years since I started, and I've quit a couple of times throughout, but this time it's permanent. The patch sucks ass though, it's making my skin all red and stuff. But that's not too surprising, I mean it's pumping like 21mg of pure nicotine directly into your system over a period of 16 to 24 hours. I really do hope this helps 'cause I need it!
Well, there's my birthday update. All my co-workers are too busy having fun to be working, so I might as well go join them and not do any work! :D Take care. *hugs*
L