wow can you tell i have no life and that im still bored
so i found out today that within the next 6 months i am moving again and i dont know where i dont want to move again i just moved 5 months ago and that was way to stressful and i have a very huge knot in my stomach about this i dont want to leave and i think this time it willl be even a bigger stress on my shoulders im scared and nervous ive just finally gotten acclamated to this and now i find out i have to move again why is my life so stressful right now i wish i could just move to encinatas be by the beach do what i want buy what ever i want and i cant its just im confused and twisted not to forget scared and nervous with everything going on in my family right now it just seems as if my life doesnt matter and that i dont matter i just have to abide by everyones rules my father makes me feel worthless my mom is never here most of the time i hardly see her my sister has a new guy cody has his job in burbank and lives in burbank so everything is gone it doesnt even feel like a family anymore it just feels like im onmy own live onmy own and have to take care of everything and im not ready for that yet at least school starts in 16 days but then again this is going to be a stressful year but atleast ill be around friends...