i see a red door and i want it painted black
ok so i definately just deleted this entry somehow BLAH! okay so lemme try and type this beast again.
dates are so weird now. idk i was so used to being with HIM. i hadn't had a boyfriend for more then a month in sooo long and then there was HIM and now we are over. sucks but yeah. i don't think i'm ready to date again, but i'm meeting alot of new people and its fun =)
i so think ashley has me cursed and vice versa. everytime she gets a guy i get dumped or blown off and same for her when i get a guy. happens EVERYTIME!
I NEED A JOB!