You'll take your time, but no one cares. No one cares.
Do you ever get that feeling...where it feels like everything has just gone completely wrong, and you have nothing left? If so, then you may know how I feel right now. I'm still mad at him. For more reasons now than I was before. But I'm also extremely scared for him. When I came home from yearbook today, I was just watching tv when out of no where, I remembered this magazine article that I had read awhile back that reminded me of this...so I frantically begin looking through all of my Seventeen magazines (because I knew that it had been in that magazine) and then I found it, and I read it, and then I read the little warning inset box with extra information about the topic of the article. And when I read it, I was like "oh my gosh, it can kill you!" I mean, I had a feeling that it could, but from the way he said it, I figured maybe he was right and then I started thinking about how other things with the same main ingredient are used by people every day, even by me, so I figured he might be right. But then I read that and my initial thought was right. So now I'm starting to get really scared for him. And I'm really sad and everything, I was so broken up last night, I felt like total shit. And I had to take a shower and go to bed shortly after it happened, so I couldn't exactly to talk to anyone. I talked to Tom for like 10 minutes maybe, but we both had to go. I didn't really tell him anything very specific, but he still helped a little. I felt like I was in a daze all of today. It sucked. I still kind of am. I mean, I think maybe Tom might be partially right...at least about one thing. But I know that I don't think I'll ever be able to stop. What was the point in ever getting involved with him in the first place? I don't think it ever did any good. For him or me. I don't know what to do. I don't even know if he was serious or not, because I can never tell with him. *sigh*
I got to leave early from school today, right before lunch, to go into Saginaw because I had a consoltation thing with the oral surgeon guy for when I get my wisdom teeth pulled. He was really nice. He said that I'll probably want to be asleep, when they're taking them out. I don't think I like the way that they do it though. I don't mind the laughing gas part, I've had that done before, but the scratching of my arms and needles in my veins...ugh. I got really squirmish when he was saying all that. He said that I'd be really out of it afterwards, and I'd probably have a little bit of amnesia for the first day, and that I shouldn't drive home. I'm getting it done on Friday, May 13th. Good thing I'm not superstitious I guess... :/
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
God wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
I wanna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
Good goodbye lovely time.
Good goodbye tin sunshine.
Good goodbye I'll be fine.
Good goodbye, good goodnight.
I got to leave early from school today, right before lunch, to go into Saginaw because I had a consoltation thing with the oral surgeon guy for when I get my wisdom teeth pulled. He was really nice. He said that I'll probably want to be asleep, when they're taking them out. I don't think I like the way that they do it though. I don't mind the laughing gas part, I've had that done before, but the scratching of my arms and needles in my veins...ugh. I got really squirmish when he was saying all that. He said that I'd be really out of it afterwards, and I'd probably have a little bit of amnesia for the first day, and that I shouldn't drive home. I'm getting it done on Friday, May 13th. Good thing I'm not superstitious I guess... :/
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
God wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
I wanna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
Good goodbye lovely time.
Good goodbye tin sunshine.
Good goodbye I'll be fine.
Good goodbye, good goodnight.