it just wasnt working
so, I just took out all my piercings. I also buzzed my hair down and cut my sideburns.
I need a job and this should make it a whole lot easier. But i still dont know what im gonna do about my lobes.
It's easier to change yourself on the inside once you've changed yourself on the outside. and i've needed and wanted change for a long time, too long.
I want people to judge me on who i am, not what i look like. leaving impressions for my personality rather than the way I look.
It's a whole lot easier to do certain things, like washing your face and drying your hair. And now i dont constantly bite my lip which drove me nuts.
I have an extreme personality. dont laugh. when i do something i do it to the max, well, kinda. just, i realize that i can still be who i am and do the things i like with or without them.
I need to quit being so damn vain and worrying about what other people think.
I still have my tattoos!
when the day comes that i am confident in who i am, like who i am, and am the person i want to be, and i can re-do them without repercussions i probably will. And i'll get the ones i still want.
*EDIT*
I also forgot. I want to do martial arts again someday. Facial piercings are a big no no for that.
and now that ive had them out for only about 12 hrs, i decided i deffinatly want to keep my lobes, and im going to continue streaching them because i want like, 2" or so.
I need a job and this should make it a whole lot easier. But i still dont know what im gonna do about my lobes.
It's easier to change yourself on the inside once you've changed yourself on the outside. and i've needed and wanted change for a long time, too long.
I want people to judge me on who i am, not what i look like. leaving impressions for my personality rather than the way I look.
It's a whole lot easier to do certain things, like washing your face and drying your hair. And now i dont constantly bite my lip which drove me nuts.
I have an extreme personality. dont laugh. when i do something i do it to the max, well, kinda. just, i realize that i can still be who i am and do the things i like with or without them.
I need to quit being so damn vain and worrying about what other people think.
I still have my tattoos!
when the day comes that i am confident in who i am, like who i am, and am the person i want to be, and i can re-do them without repercussions i probably will. And i'll get the ones i still want.
*EDIT*
I also forgot. I want to do martial arts again someday. Facial piercings are a big no no for that.
and now that ive had them out for only about 12 hrs, i decided i deffinatly want to keep my lobes, and im going to continue streaching them because i want like, 2" or so.