Jun 05, 2006 20:16
here we are in greenville, south carolina. oh sorry, i just started typing what i heard. i'm starting to feel ok, especially since i took my medication today. i was bad and didn't take it for a few days, just because i couldn't find it, not because i was just choosing not to take it. i'm continuing to think about what i want to do after i'm free from alma. i'm considering getting my TOEFL certification and go teach English overseas. apparently you can make good money doing that. but i'm interested in it mostly because it sounds like it'd be an amazing experience.
feeling a little bit better about things after completely breaking down in front of my mom yesterday and blowing off steam.
thinking about taking off on an adventure this summer - hopefully i'll be able to take my psych stats class online so that i can just spend the summer traveling the country. meg and i really want to head out to colorado. oh p.s., cody's been back since saturday. we're getting really irritated with him, so we're thinking about kicking him out soon, thus enabling us to head out on the adventure (since we'll not be tied down by the lease we have yet to sign). i really want to rent a farmhouse.
i've adapted Tyler's philosophy: "The only people you need in your life are the ones who prove they need you in theirs." I've stopped caring that certain people favor other people in me, that certain people don't seem to value me as a person, let alone a friend.
i need to keep in mind that i'm an amazing person deserving of respect, and i shouldn't let others make me feel "less than."