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I rreeeaaallly have to get some money together and buy the sixth book of harry potter...and avoid the internet too...I don't want spoilers for the 7th book. I want to be IGNORANT TO FACTS!
Anywho...I've been so busy lately that im stressing myself to death :[...I work almost everyday this week and when I get home its usually a reminder of how sick my mom is getting or how we have no money for anything which is such bull lol. I feel like in everything I succeed in, it brings my mom one step closer to death. And I know thats like...dramatic...but i'm superstitous. When I was really young my mom got breast cancer and she prayed to God to give her a few more years so she could finish raising me. And sure enough they took out her breast cancer and she's living today as I type but its just a weird coincidence. When I got into college, she got osteoporosis. and when I started making money, she got a really bad cold. And her doctor said her immune system can't take anymore colds. People don't realize that colds and flus can be deadly :/. Just depends on how good your immunity system is. And I feel like when I start school that something is going to happen. Because if she asked for enough years to raise me, what happens after she doesn't need to raise me anymore...? Ok enough of the sad stuff
Moving on...my ipod is pmsing lol! I think I need to buy a new one...which is not on my list of things to buy. So its going to rest in peace until its final days lol!
All you need is love!
Anywho...I've been so busy lately that im stressing myself to death :[...I work almost everyday this week and when I get home its usually a reminder of how sick my mom is getting or how we have no money for anything which is such bull lol. I feel like in everything I succeed in, it brings my mom one step closer to death. And I know thats like...dramatic...but i'm superstitous. When I was really young my mom got breast cancer and she prayed to God to give her a few more years so she could finish raising me. And sure enough they took out her breast cancer and she's living today as I type but its just a weird coincidence. When I got into college, she got osteoporosis. and when I started making money, she got a really bad cold. And her doctor said her immune system can't take anymore colds. People don't realize that colds and flus can be deadly :/. Just depends on how good your immunity system is. And I feel like when I start school that something is going to happen. Because if she asked for enough years to raise me, what happens after she doesn't need to raise me anymore...? Ok enough of the sad stuff
Moving on...my ipod is pmsing lol! I think I need to buy a new one...which is not on my list of things to buy. So its going to rest in peace until its final days lol!
All you need is love!