#425: the Big 2 - 0
I'm going to be 20 in about.. 4 hours (London time obviously).
My body clock is screaming OLD. Sigh, I don't want to be 20. And as Stephen (friend in Mech Eng) said, 20's halfway to 40. And when he turns 20, he's gonna go into school crying his eyes out. :(
I just thank God that my 19th year has been the most productive so far - in the sense that I've grown up alot and really tried to spread my wings and flew. Even if it was just a little and I did crash down to the ground. It wasn't a perfect year. There were more ups and downs than I can count on all my fingers and toes. But still, it was a good year and a fruitful, blessed year. I think I'm going to look back on my 19th and think to myself, "Gosh, she was a really immature teenageer then! The silly things she did." But all I pray for, for next year, is that I find Strength in God to fly even higher. And that my relationship with people will improve and especially that with God, that I'll grow closer to Him and lean on Him.
Bring it on, 20.