"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain"maroon 5
Josh had the worst week last week..First he paid to have his car fixed then he lost his phone and then his fucking car broke again!!!! what the fuck as soon as he thinks he's ahead of the game he gets knocked back twice as far. i feel bad for the poor kid. I feel so bad and just want to help him but how can i help? I Love him to death and when stupid shit like this goes on i just want to grab him and hold him tight because i know this shit is frustrating.
Lately I don't know what has been getting into me. I find myself freaking out over stupid shit. And after i think about it i feel like a total and complete bitch. I don't know how to stop this. I am afraid if i keep it up i am going to lose my babes. And that is the last thing i want and need right now in life. Life seems to be getting really strange and Josh always knows when something is bothering me. It's like he can read me like a book. Seems like old memories are popping up and its really disturbing. Maybe this is why i am freaking out more often. Or maybe it's not i don't have a clue i just wish it would all disappear so i could go on with my life. I don't want to risk fucking up my life anymore. I just want to be happy. Granted i am very happy with Josh, i just don't want to freak out on him anymore.
Well i have written quite a bit and this is as far as i will go with my feelings. So peace out y'all
~*~Josh-I Love You with all my heart. I honestly don't know what I would do with out you. I love how things have been, spending everyday and night with you! It's amazing; Your amazing! You have a way of making a girl feel very special. I guess your just that kind of guy. You know me like a book. You can tell when i am happy, you know when i am sad or depressed and you always help me and let me know you will always be here for me. Best of all you love me like no one else ever has. I Guess what i am trying to say is thank you! I Love you babe more than you and every other person in this world even knows. I miss you all the time we aren't together. While in school your all i can think about, while your in school or working, your all i think about. I LOVE YOU JOSHUA CLINTON LIBBY!!! Muahz! see you soon sexy baby~*~
~Jillian~ "dun nan nan nan can't touch this...STOP..It's OSCAR TIME."hehe:-D
Lately I don't know what has been getting into me. I find myself freaking out over stupid shit. And after i think about it i feel like a total and complete bitch. I don't know how to stop this. I am afraid if i keep it up i am going to lose my babes. And that is the last thing i want and need right now in life. Life seems to be getting really strange and Josh always knows when something is bothering me. It's like he can read me like a book. Seems like old memories are popping up and its really disturbing. Maybe this is why i am freaking out more often. Or maybe it's not i don't have a clue i just wish it would all disappear so i could go on with my life. I don't want to risk fucking up my life anymore. I just want to be happy. Granted i am very happy with Josh, i just don't want to freak out on him anymore.
Well i have written quite a bit and this is as far as i will go with my feelings. So peace out y'all
~*~Josh-I Love You with all my heart. I honestly don't know what I would do with out you. I love how things have been, spending everyday and night with you! It's amazing; Your amazing! You have a way of making a girl feel very special. I guess your just that kind of guy. You know me like a book. You can tell when i am happy, you know when i am sad or depressed and you always help me and let me know you will always be here for me. Best of all you love me like no one else ever has. I Guess what i am trying to say is thank you! I Love you babe more than you and every other person in this world even knows. I miss you all the time we aren't together. While in school your all i can think about, while your in school or working, your all i think about. I LOVE YOU JOSHUA CLINTON LIBBY!!! Muahz! see you soon sexy baby~*~
~Jillian~ "dun nan nan nan can't touch this...STOP..It's OSCAR TIME."hehe:-D