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Well guys, i'm back again and yup that's right i don't get to see deonna tonight at all, again! I honestly feel like giving up....i wanna be with her so bad and i want to have reason to stay with her long distance but if i can't even hang out with her here, wut am i to do when i'm gone for long periods of time - this is driving me crazy. I have one day left to spend with deonna before all of her time is gone except for the weekends with equals 9 days (and that's if we see each other every day for three weekends, which won't happen....so realisticly that number can be reduced to about 6 or 7) I want to be with my girlfriend soooooo bad. I have wanted to spend a normal amount of time with her for the entire summer, but i've had to take what i can get. I want my baby to be with me in every way possible, but as of now i just don't know what to do - i guess honestly there is nothing that can be done about it...