random thoughts
why the hell am i so scared of commitment? Is it because i don't want to end up like my parents....old with no life? or maybe it's the fear of getting hurt. or the fear of missing out on the parties. or ending up dependent upon someone other than myself. or the responsibility that comes along with it. or the thought of being tied down to one person. or maybe i just answered my own question. Should i date someone i work with? whatif something happens and then work gets weird. I like him, but i think he's christian. whatif he tries to make me christian. then hates me cuz i'm not. Is there enough to base a relationship on. should i just throw caution to the wind. Do i even know what I want.